Très long week-end

I took a very long (and somewhat unnecessary) road trip this weekend, as I had intended to do back to last Monday. I am so desperate to get out of my current living and working situation, I decided to runaway again, only this time for 36 hours instead of 96 hours. So after another wholly pleasant and exciting haircut, I drove all over hell and back, and managed to enjoy myself. I'm afraid, though, that this time alone only reinforced how completely necessary it is to make a huge, all-encompassing change in my life. I can't live like this anymore. I'm in total denial about so many things, and I've had to be in order to survive and function. But, as is a great number of things in life, denial is addictive and deceiving, and I allowed myself to succumb to it. Oh, drama, sob sob, boo hoo. I know, "snap out of it and get on with your life."

So, because of a possible conflict in a contract agreement with the company for whom I work, and because of my current living situation, I have re-evaluted what I would consider to be a worthwhile career and am ready to jump into it at a moment's notice. I won't discuss that here until it actually happens. As many other things in life, changes happen more frequently to nullify any plans that may have been made, and I don't want to come across as wishy-washy or indecisive, although I very much can be.

"OMG! Dude, can you, like, be more vague? I'm so sure!"

I was silly enough to write this at 2:44 PM